June 3, 2016


I’m struggling to write.  The day was filled with such emotion from one end of the spectrum to the other:

IMG_9373Extreme gratitude to Darryl for supervision today and helping me open another world.

Complete frustration with a colleague, at a country that is cutting off its nose to spite its face.  A mental health system being destroyed by Bureaucracy when the population is exploding with more mental health issues than ever before.  *fact sheet below

Utter despair when I see how people in cars have no consideration for others – each wrapped in their oIMG_9386wn tiny bubble.  So disconnected….

Pure exhaustion – run down, ragged…  weekends aren’t enough.  I look forward to Mexico.

A bit of nervousness: faces I knew, was friends with, faces from the last 9 years.  So many stories, memories (good and bad).

Bittersweet sorrow – My eyes poured water as I saw the picture of Ethan’s first ice cream FullSizeRender(26)cone when he was a toddler and how it morphed to the kid he is today.

Today my son graduated 8th grade. I’m so honored to be his mother.

* http://www2.nami.org/factsheets/mentalillness_factsheet.pdf

Pictures: Actual definitions of bureaucracy; Ethan’s graduation

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