Somewhere in the deep, dark night it just started hurting badly again – a pain-pill-before-the-day-even-begins kinda hurt (though I didn’t medicate until many hours into the day). Early morning up taking my girl to her commitment, then dropping my boy off at school before I headed to work.
I could have stayed home until much later again, but went in early to get things looked at, papers finished, etc. What good is it staying home if I can’t sleep? Ran group – and a word to the wise is – if you cannot recall being in group last week , chances are you need to be here. We’ll save a seat for ya. It was a small group – yet very good, a lot of processing.
And soon, it was time to head to Maggie’s conference. This girl – this YOUNG WOMAN – knocks my socks off. She is so responsible, so mature, so wise. She is totally rocking her classes, is excelling as manager for the Friday morning café and I’m wondering if she’ll share some of her magic with her mama.
I headed home, didn’t see my boy walking to meet his dad, but knew he’d be on his way soon enough. I continued on. By this point, I knew I wouldn’t be heading to Terrapin Crossroads tonight to see Greg. Sitting in the car for 15 minutes was uncomfortable, I couldn’t imagine 2+ hours, standing for hours, then driving back again. Next time, I’m not buying the ticket unless I’m sure I’m going.
A brief view into my life tonight was tearing up during an episode of ‘Scrubs’ then being unable to build a decent fire even with the help of gasoline. Plus, I have this huge desire to be in love and feel loved. I know, I’m feeling quite sucky today – no naughty pun intended.
No pictures today.
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