Such a long sleep…11 + hours and in the end, a wonderful climbing dream which was quite symbolic to me, only…I forgot how.
The problem is, I was supposed to be at the Eldorado Ski Team rummage sale early to get boarding boots for Ethan. I had forgotten all about that and was readily enjoying my lazy Saturday morning when I got a text reminding me. And there it was. I slurped down another cup of coffee while guilting myself into my need to go, so I went. There weren’t any boots big enough for Ethan, but I got Mags a sweet pair of Atomic racing skis for $5. Plus, it is always a treat to see Susan.
On my way home, I stopped somewhere to pick up some stuff for my back. I have been fighting this for so long, but for fuck’s sake – I missed Greg’s show last night, I canceled rock climbing today, I cannot keep doing this! I’m concerned that nothing will be found in the MRI on Monday and then what? Decades upon decades…I’m tired. I spoke with Lee. She understands my concerns and was able to talk me through. So much of my battle is in my own head with beliefs I was raised with. Sometimes it’s important to change.
I started cooking up a few things at home – 2 of them healthy and one, of course, involved cranberries. I also began cleaning this house a bit – no need to go overboard, of course, but I got rid of some dog hair and did a little sweeping and moping.
I also changed a relationship in my life. I’m a big fan of reciprocity and have been tired of only being granted “attention”, for lack of a better term, when this individual wanting something, so, さようなら。 セットの一覧をお楽しみください。嫌いな人.
No pictures again. Hopefully tomorrow.
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