November 4, 2016

Epic mom-fail again this morning.  I keep forgetting that when Maggie asks if she can skip Quoai Café  at 5:50 in the morning  I’m supposed to say “No, you made a commitment.”  Instead, I’m thinking, “Hell yeah! That’s 45 more minutes of sleep you’ll get!”(Not me though, because I’m already up).

Kids to school and me back to home.  I had two home appointments today – one between 10 and 1, the other between 1 and 4.  I am nothing if not efficient in my appointment setting.  As I beganimg_3715 to wait, I thought I would accomplish some homework and start studying for my exam – alas, I noticed the setting was off, so in proper form, I disconnected the modem, since I knew that’s whatcha do.  It didn’t work.  I contacted Chris, who told me to disconnect both modem and router.  I did.  Mistake number one: not focusing on what was in where.  The area is such a mess of wires as is; I spent the next two hours trying to figure it all out, contacting Chris and BrianChris suggested (long ago) I make sure the DSL (phone) cord was plugged in – it was important.  Eventually, I realized I needed to have the DSL phone cord plugged in.  Apparently it was important.

Moments later, the first person showed up to check heating – as he did that, I laundered, swept, mopped.  He left.  I began filling out the propositions on my ballot.  Soon, next people arrived.  I continued on the ballot.  As soon as I filled in a bubble, I knew I’d probably selected the wrong one.

Sushi date with my people – it has been a long time (pre-wedding, I believe?) since we have had sushi together.  All our lives are so filled and busy now, yet how wonderful to still get together once in a while and spend time together.img_3721

While driving down to meet for sushi, I thought – I wish I could sometimes write under a pseudonym so I could write about what is (sometimes) really on my mind.  Many tend to think I share my whole life in my 5-a-Day, and I do share much, but it is by no means all of it.  Not by far.  Sometimes I want to write about missing sex, fucking and that I occasionally wish I could let myself have a one night stand.  I would lament about the loneliness I often have without getting the “It’ll happen when it’s time” or the “But you have two great kids!”  Trust me, I have two incredible kids, but it isn’t the same as having a partner – plus, the kids aren’t as keen to hang with me, anymore.  Hmmm… what should my nom de plume be?

Pictures: My mess of cords; Election 2016 – holy fuck.

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