November 5, 2016

Saturday mornings are the BEST. I love stretching, knowing that I don’t have to do anyth “**ding-donnnngggg….”  Hunh??!?  Dammit.  I’m naked.  So, I put on a robe aimg_37241nd went to the front door.  There was a neighbor with Flopper on a leash.  Flopper (aka “Margaloff” per Ethan’s suggestion) looked at me happily and started to bound inside the door, except he was held back by a thick blue leash.  “My wife said you know who owns this dog,” said the gentleman, and I proceeded to tell him which house the dog lived in.  “Bye, Margal… I mean Flopper!”  I said, and headed back to bed.

I looked forward to meeting Jenni somewhere along her way to tonight’s Hips show in Arcata.  We texted a few times and came up with a time and a place.  How did humanity do such things without smartphones?  It wasn’t long until I realized I had to be on the way soon, so I jumped in the shower.  No one likes to meet a smelly family member for the first time.

My back had been hurting since sitting up in bed.  Within two minutes of being in the car it was already bad, so I knew entertaining the thought of joining Jenni to the Hips show wouldn’t be wise.  Instead of pondering impossibilities,  I thought about my kids.  This time, my daughter in particular.  Throughout the course of my life, I have looked outside myself to find who I wanted to be like.  When I was younger, I looked up at those older and wiser than me as guides and inspirations.  As I matured, I looked at those in all points of my life to see whom I could mimic to gain the qualities and attributes I longed for.  At this point in my life, I must look no further than my daughter to see who I’ve always wanted to become.  She is selfless and thoughtful, and holds herself accountable in ways I never could at that young age.  What a treasure she is.

It wasn’t long until she, meaning Jennifer, was standing in front of me.  What a JOY to meet thfullsizerender8is human being!  Time flew away from us, yet I know we could easily spend days upon days talking with one another.  I look so forward to our next meeting.  I have met the most incredible people through this band.  Somehow the types of people I seek are found in this music.

Back at home, I stopped by the store, and then mailed off a very important piece of mail.  Then, I struggled to build a fire.  I’m not sure where my skills have disappeared to.  A few episodes of Scrubs (last night’s season 2, episode 20 was hilarious) and I’ll be off.  Reiki at 10.  I am ever hopeful.

Pictures: I don’t believe it was too heavy, still, this is worth 2 stamps; We ponder in Yuba City

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