January 7, 2016

I think my non-existent month-long non-relationship ended today.  Fuck.  First guy in 7 years I’ve been interested in.  Not gonna lie – I don’t want to wait another 7 years to be held after lovemaking.

It turns out my ex-husband was wonderfully helpful in supporting me while sharing his opinion on the matter.  Our relationship has continued to progress, despite a brief pause after our divorce.  We have talked to each other about relationship issues and I love that!  Plus, it’s nice to hear your child say it seems as if you were still married, just living in different houses.

I’m thrilled to be back in juvenile hall and am pleased to hear I’m doing well at work.  I img_4933told my daughter that lately I’ve developed a “fuck it” attitude (decisive??) and it seems to be paying off.  I’ve also been doing well with some changes in my life, although I notice that when I don’t post on social media, I don’t feel as “committed” to writing.  Ashamedly, I’m going back  to posting.

I have met an amazing person who completely refurbishes VW buses.  I’m composing a list right now of OEM items to buy so Lizzie will be ready by Hipnic.

And so, I trudge the road to happy destiny as I acknowledge a great time and move ahead.  It’s a numbers game, I hear.  One down.

Picture:  I undressed the tree today – burned candles down before I did so.  Haven’t added water since Christmas Eve – a lit candle fell on the branch as the tree shook (I was still removing decorations) and it STILL didn’t catch on fire.

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